Last night at the Jazz Cafe in Newcastle I stood in front of a crowd of people and presented some of my poetry. Now I have been before an audience numerous times before and apart from the nerves that any performer should feel before going on stage I have never had a problem. But last night I was really nervous. I put this down to the fact that it was my own work that I was performing so in a way I was putting myself up there for people to see. I could not hide behind a character or another writer, it was all me and that is what I found most frightening. I do not as a rule put me out there. I am shy, people frighten me, so it is good to have a character to hide behind. As a character I can, and have, done all sorts of thing that as a real person I could never do, or be. I have been a King and I have murders kings. I have been a peasant, a squire, a lord, even a God. I have made love with women and men that I would never have a chance with in real life. But last night it wasn't a character it was me.
It was a good feeling last night and I think that it will a good rehearsal for the Mayoral contest that is coming up. Between now and 4th. June I am going to have to present me to the voters of North Tyneside. If I don't, if I try to present a character, they will see through it and I will not get the vote I require to start the process of Greening North Tyneside. We will be stuck with the same old cosmetic greenery that people are fobbed off with because it is trendy.
Next week the nomination papers are out and I will be looking for 30 people to put their names to it and trying to find £500 for the deposit. Yes, there is a deposit. So if you are on the dole like I am, and you do not have a party machine to back you up, which I do have, then the chances of you being able to stand are remote. So much for democracy eh!
On the 5th. May at 1 o'clock at the Monkseaton Arms pub we will be launching my Mayoral Manifesto, if you fancy coming along you will be most welcome.